gina's inner voice

Fusion Bazaar

2009-06-20T20:41:00.000-07:00

We are currently looking for more stalls to participate in the bazaar. If you or your friends are interested to sell your product(s) there, kindly reach Ms. Chang at 012 435 3211.

This is the poster of Colour a Life Charity Event

Colour a Life

2009-06-20T20:32:00.000-07:00

Be a shopaholic with a heart of gold at the Fusion Bazaar this 9 & 10 July. Get your hands on must-have items ranging from fashion, art & craft, books and telco. In aid of Children's Protection Society, Penang (http://www.cpspg.org.my/), this event takes place at the Han Chiang Indoor Stadium from 11 am to 8 pm. Don't miss out!

For further information, please contact : -

012-5550714 (Gina)

016-4937294 (Benedict)

19th May

2009-05-19T06:39:00.001-07:00

I have been very long time didnt write something here. I didnt really have a sweet and carefree sleep after started my new semester because all the works come non stop, is just like an endless jobs. Maybe is because of last semester, so we have to rush a lot of things. We organizing a charity event as our last PR project, things wasnt go really smoothly but learnt through the process.

This is our first and also last event in these 2 and half years in Han Chiang. I'm very happy and feel pleasure with my group of friends and even lecturers but time really pass so fast. In these 2 and half years, is not really a long period but it wasnt short as well, but i have pass through a lot of happiness and sadness with my friends. We argued in competition and assignments, gossip bout others, spy on others, when u flashback all the memories, you will just laugh without reason and think it is funny and stupid. Anyway, these memories is worth to keep in heart.

These few days, i have been thinking bout my further study, anyway, i wish to continue but maybe reality wasnt allow me to do so. I hope to discuss this matter with my mum but im afraid i will double her burden, i dont hope she will worry for me. What can i do anyway??? Sometimes, i feel like crying and even feel tired for everything. But i know every cloud has a silver lining, i wont be meeting all the bad things always, one day, good things still will come to me. Anyway, I wish it really does...

Reality is Cruel

2009-04-01T08:57:00.000-07:00

Today I know, no matter how good or nice you treat people, people are not necessary treat you the same way as how you treated them. Sometimes, I rather they lie or hide something to me than I see the real face of them.

The reality is cruel, is really cruel. In another way, maybe you think you are important to them but actually you just a small potato, no one appreciate what you have did, no one appreciate what you said or how real you treated them. We feel happy and proud when we have compliment, everyone of us likes people praise us, WHO DON'T LIKE??? But I won't take every of the compliment seriously because not all the compliment people given to you is true from their heart.

In my point of view, I will think that people praise you are because they want to take advantage of you. Maybe they know people like compliment, so they praise you and you will help them do more things. But I didnt mean all of them. Just few of them will do this. I discover this because I experience it personally, is kinda hurt when you know the truth. They didn't really tell you but the way you ask them question and the way they answered you, you will know it....... But i felt regret of asking this question because after I know the truth, I felt myself like an idiot, like a puppy......

I hope not everyone will do the same thing to me. Besides, i hope i can meet someone good in future. Other than that, im going back to school life, really good and feel enjoy.......

Farewell Dinner

2009-03-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

I had a farewell dinner (Full house) with my colleagues on last Thursday. We went to "Niu Che Shui" for a dinner, I went before but didn't really go inside to visit the place but this time I do. This place is still new and not every stall is running business now. The distinctive of this place is most of the stalls sell collectibles and toys. Is really a unique place. I really love this place because it feels like living in childhood. These are the pictures of the place and the restaurant that we had our dinner.

This is the restaurant we had our dinner

Boss's sis, Joey and I

Boss and his GF

The interior design of the restaurant

These pictures are the collectibles which sell in the place.

almost done

2009-03-19T21:54:00.000-07:00

Wao, really unbelievable that I'm gonna end my internship soon. Next Saturday, 280309 is my last day of internship. Although is not really end now but when you think the time is coming, you will automatically feel so happy and relax. People always told us, study is so relaxing, happy, flexible, etc. and we always reply them that "NO!" i rather go for work than study. This sentence will come out from our mouth is because we didnt really experience it personally.

When the so call internship comes, we only know they are right, working is really tiring, pressure and no freedom at all, besides, you have to consider alot and alot. Assignments in college, we can simply do or just copy from somewhere and paste it. But when working, we can't do the same thing as what we usually did in college, we will sue by people and we have to follow this law and that...oh....annoying...

But it almost end and i can back to my enjoyable life for 1 more sem...hahha. I know everyone of us has to face the challenging of work in our life, but at least i can have a nice and relaxing life for one more sem before working, haha...

In these 12 weeks, i learnt alot and i grew, sometimes, something bad happened to me in these 3 months, but when you sit there alone and think properly, if there is nothing happen to us at all in these 3 months and we can pass it smoothly, then we wont grow and we will not look forward, we will just stand in the same direction, same way.

Everyone knows as a intern you have to do every single thing what people ordered you, no matter is important, unimportant, related to you or unrelated, you just have to do it. Sometimes, i really feel like crying and feel like going back home and just give up. But when i think wisely, if i give up now, then im gonna fail my internship and my reputation will become very bad. This really help. But i admit that i really learnt something and i appreciated everything that they have taught me. Is really difficult to find someone that will teach you sincerely....

Oh.....i have to stop here d, is kinda long.........hahha......
Wish you all have a wonderful holiday before back to college.....

Family

2009-03-12T20:07:00.000-07:00

We will not appreciate something that can get easily. Before my mum leave to USA, i always argue with her and complain a lot and a lot, but now without her, i only found that she is important to me anyway. No matter what she did to me before or how she treated me but then she still my mum, my only mum. I cry when she worry about me, I cry when she says not happy working in USA, I cry for her more than thousand times but without telling her.

I promised to give her a better life in future. I hope i can do it anyway. The only thing i still don't understand is why people still shout at his/her parents for some reasons, they always complain about their parents. Maybe they still don't know how important is his/her parents to them. I just hope you all can spend a little time and think, if your parents leave you, and how you will be.

We are separate in different places, mum - usa, sis - s'pore, bro - ipoh and I in KL right now. We only can meet few times in a year, but i didnt meet my mum for 5 years, is kinda miss her right now and i dont know why i can't control my tears dropping when im thinking about her. I wish to tell her but i don't dare to. I always tell her that i'm ok in here so that she won't worry about me.
The only thing i hope is she will stay happy in USA and always healthy.

So, please appreciate your parents before losing them.

KL's 1st toy art mart!

2009-02-24T02:53:00.000-08:00

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*Event details*

WHAT? Joujou & Shugi Toy Art Mart

WHERE? Level 2 & 3 @ The Weld Shopping Centre

WHEN? Every Saturday, 7th March 2009 onwards

TIME? 10:00am until 6:00pm

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PROMOTION RATES FROM AS LOW AS RM45/DAY

Space area:- 6ft x 3ft, tables with cloth provided

HOW TO PARTICIPATE?

Easy! Just send us an email with your contact number to info@thekraftstore.com and our friendly teammate will attend to you. Or ask us anything about the bazaar and we will reply to you within the next 2 days.

For booking or registration, pls email info@thekraftstore.com

2009-02-24T02:50:00.000-08:00

We're still open to interested people looking to join us. Promotion rates for rental vary between RM45 and RM60 per day. Valid from now until August 2009. Hesitate no more!

Working Life

2009-02-21T21:15:00.000-08:00

I have been long long time didnt post up blog to here. Working is really tiring and especially for these 3 weeks. I work almost everyday even on sat and sun and even public holidays because have to rush some jobs. I didnt really sleep well on this week because that day i woke up at 6am to meet a client and didnt sleep until the next day morning. The saddest part is i just slept for 3 hours and i have to wake up and continue my work.

The next day, one of my best friends came to kl and we hang around together. We went here and there after i left my office. Because of working, i dont really have my own time to do my own thing and my sportful life has gone. Besides, i really feel lonely in this room. Everday i back home, i face 4 walls and no one talk to me. is kinda sad. Sometimes, i feel sad and pressure after work, i can't really talk to anyone when i back home. What can I do is just msn with friends and tell them what i felt. I hate being alone. So, once my friends ask me out, i sure will go out and hang around with them till midnight or "morning". Is tired but it's worth. And i just left night time that i can hang around with my friends because my working time is not fix anyway, i have to standby on weekend.

I dont know why my mood turns bad in this whole week. I didnt really talk much and i dont know why. Maybe because of tired or something else. Other than that, i really hate the troublesome client that i met yesterday. He said some words that really hurt. Kinda sad and bad mood when I meet him. I almost piss off on that time. But what can I do, i just can keep quiet and listen.

Finally i knew, study is always better than working. What i wish now is i can pass this 1 month smoothly. I dont hope i get any troubles and aslo dont hope give any troubles to people. Thats all i want in this and next month.

Chinese New Year

2009-02-01T20:48:00.000-08:00

CNY has been a meaningless festival to me since my mum left to US. Last time, when my mum is still in Malaysia, we always travel around here and there to relatives and friends house, but in these few years, i go shopping with sis and eat in shopping complex almost everyday when during CNY. Last time, when i back ipoh from penang, i wish to back penang faster, but this time, i dont know why i dont really feel like going back to kl. I'm not willing back to kl is not because of my job, is maybe because of the house, is really a lonely room for me here. No one talk to me, no one play with me. It sounds pity huh.....

Besides, i still have lots of things stuck in my head. I'm going to graduate this coming august. I'm thinking i should continue my study or go to work. In my planning, maybe i will work after my graduation ceremony since my degree programme will start on march 2010. Another thing is financial problem, if my mum can afford then i will further my study if can't, then i will go for work.

Everything still can't decide now because still have to wait after my graduation first. Oh..........hope everything will going smoothly this year.

KL life

2009-01-10T20:24:00.000-08:00

Finally, I'm reached here and already been here for a week. I started my internship as well, is quite fun to mix with them and i learn a lot of things from them. Although they just gave me some simple work to do but is still important because they gave me to do means its already a responsible to me. So, I hope everything will do nicely. But so far, everything goes smoothly. It’s still better than what I expect before.

For now, I will rather stay in office because i will feel lonely when in the home which I'm staying now. I don't know everyone in the house and I don't really like them because they are so annoying. They won't think bout others. Besides, the most annoying part is they talk loudly and shout in the midnight, some more in 3am. Oh my god, can you imagine the situation of mine now????

My working place is nice and comfortable, is actually a apartment and they use a room to become a office room. Seriously, is not that big, but its a place that will let you feel that you just doing work in your own house. Because they are toys collector and they collect a lot of cute toys. I love it very much and start to build some interest on it. The most important thing is my boss just a 26 years old guy and his gf is 23 years old girl. Both of them are quite successful, one is the founder of miss hua and tsubaki studio, jay lim and his gf is the founder of joujou and shugi.

Today I know, no matter how old you are, you also can be a successful people, it's just depends you want to make it or not. They lend me a book name called “it's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be" from Paul Adren. It's a nice book and what he said is quite reasonable. After you reading it, you will think and agreed what he has written in the book.

On top of that, although I just work there for 5 days but i almost hang out with them every day. Besides, they will extend my internship to April, although i cant rest and have more holiday after training and have to back to college immediately, but as long as i learn something from here, its still worth it. So I still satisfy what I have now. I LOVE IT!!!!!!

Time Flies

2008-12-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

Finally, i have passed along this miserable week. I totally lost my sleeping time for the whole week. But i really dont dare to see my result for this time, i have prepared for it. Anyway i have tried my best, how the result will be, i will just accept it.

The happiest thing is finally Tsubaki Studio have accepted me for internship, is really so happy. Because i have rejected from Genting before Tsubaki Studio accepted me. I felt no direction when Genting rejected me on the last minute. I dont understand is why if they wanna reject us, why dont tell us earlier, at least you reply us with a word No, is still better than no response at all. Some more, lecturer dont allow us to send our resume to few places, so just have to wait their reply, either reject or accept, if not we cant do anything. But anyway really thanks Chun Woei for helping me and thanks Tsubaki studio as well for giving me a chance to learn something from them.

Time pass so fast, i have already study in penang for 2 years. We will be graduating in 4 months after training, fast right?? But is really nervous about the internship, i dont know what to do on the first day, is just like a new stage for us to enter. I wish everything will going smoothly. I think wont be too bad. Hopefully im the one who worry too much. HoHoHo!!!

Last but not least, i wish everyone Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year.

PR Consultancy Corporate Profile

2008-12-06T12:15:00.001-08:00

This is part of my assignment too, this is the corporate profile for a PR Consultancy.

Corporate Profile Cover

Content Page of Corporate Profile

CD Design

CD Cover

Folder Cover

Art Work

2008-12-06T00:17:00.000-08:00

Here, i would like to share all my art works that i have done for this 2 years. Hope you will like it.

Used black to represent Death

Ipod Packaging Cover

Gillete Advertisement

PSP Advertisement

Domestic Abuse

Magazine Cover

Beijing Olympic 2008 Newspaper Advertisement

Ipod Touch Flyer

Seasonal Greeting for Newspaper from Apple

Fruity Coke Advertisement

2008-12-05T23:57:00.001-08:00

This is a series of coke advertisement that i have done for my assignment this year.

Poster

Billboard

Can

Coaster

Comparison

2008-12-05T12:26:00.000-08:00

Comparison? Why everyone like to compare?? Today, i received a phone call from an uncle (my mum best friend). Actually, he called me just for asking how am i recently. Then i just told him that i just finish busying my assingments, then he talk alot of crap to me and said that i just sleep everyday. After that, he ask my result and i said my result now consider not bad...but then you know what he replied to me? is really out of my expectation....

He told to me that only i get FULL As means 4.0 for my cgpa only consider my result is good. What the hell is that??? Is that a normal person can do it?? Then he start comparing me with his Genius daughter, he keep saying that his daughter studying in science class also can get 4.0 why i cant?? Hey, please la, im not a book worm. Seriously, i dont care how good result is his daughter score, i just care that why he want compare me with his daughter.... i Hate comparing..

Not only he is comparing me with others, even my dad, mum or even friends. Please stop comparing, i really tiring to compare with someone. I extremely hate comparing. Please, i beg you all, please stop that...

Seriously, is quite disappointed that received his phone call today. He didnt call me for long time, but once he call, he just keep comparing me with someone. I respect him, so i dont dare to scold back, and i dont dare to tell my mum as well. So, What can i do??? Just write out all my feeling.......

Congratulation to Esty & Limo

2008-12-05T10:12:00.000-08:00

29th November, 2008 is Esty & Limo marriage date. Here to say congratulation to them and wish them Happy forever. In these 8 years time, they have passed along a tough road, they faced a lot of problems, they broke up and together back for few times. But luckily those bad things didnt end their relationship but made their relationship became better. Besides, because of this wedding party, we met back our secondary school friends, is just like a wedding dinner + reunion. The happiest part is some friends that you didnt even talk in secondary school but then start to talk and be friend in the wedding dinner. That day is really a wonderful day.

Here is some photos that like to share with you all.....Enjoy it....

Pretty Girls in Esty & Limo's new room

A group of Ji Mui & Pretty Bride

Baby & Siang punished by GIRLS

Exchange Ring

ready to go for their new house

Before dinner

Gina with Esty & Limo

Girls

Congratulation to Esty & Limo

University of Teesside Creative Competition 08/09

2008-11-22T07:28:00.001-08:00

Here to show the advertising campaign for University of Teesside that created by GIRIC.

BUNTING - GENERAL

BUNTING - UNDERGRADUATE

BUNTING - POSTGRADUATE

POSTER - GENERAL

POSTER - UNDERGRADUATE

POSTER - POSTGRADUATE

NEWSPAPER ADVERTISEMENT - 37 X 13

NEWSPAPER ADVERTISEMENT - 18 X 11

LEAFLET - FRONTPAGE

LEAFLET - BACKPAGE

LRT ADVERTISEMENT

BILLBOARD ADVERTISEMENT

Here, me & Eric would like to thanks Chun woei (lecturer), Audy, Alicea & K-Shio (models), and all our friends.

Finally, Im consider free

2008-11-22T06:47:00.001-08:00

Oh, thanks god, i can now shout and say that " I'm free". Although still have 2 oral presentation and 1 progress test to go, but compare to pass few weeks, this 2 things is consider small matter. Another word means, it's nothing. I really dont know how to describe my life for pass few weeks, is really a tiring month. Everyday i have presentations and tests, the most hate part is have to wear formal, i hate wearing formal, i dont know why, after i wore formal, i will feel uncomfortable at all. That's why i bring my own casual wear to school and change after presentation. It's troublesome huh???????

Although the whole week wearing formal but i gain something as well. Is so happy that my group (GIRIC) get into the TOP 5 finalists for the University of Teesside Creative Competition 08/09. It's first time in my life in taking part this kind of competition and also first time in my life to get into the final round.

Seriously, is kind of shock when i can get in because i dont expect much in the beginning. Some more we face a lot of problems in it, the saddest and the tough part is we argued oftenly for this assignment. Because on that time, i feel that he dont care at all for the competition. He gave me a perception is he want to win but then he did nothing for this and im only the one to design the whole thing, and what he can do is just to think the tagline and design the calender for it but then he still didnt put in effort to do it, so i feel tired and stress. And because of this competition, our relationship turns bad, is not consider bad, but then not good as before, and didnt talk really that much.

But then, now everything is fine, the competition is over, we wont argue because of that and we won consolation prize for the competition. Seriously, is kind of sad because once you get in to the final round, you will expect more. But, can't blame anyone, what we can do for now is learn from the mistake and try harder next time.

In here, i would like to say sorry to my groupmate that i showed my black face to you and thanks for everything. Because of this competition, we learnt alot, we learnt from mistake and tested the relationship between us. and sorry for being a selfish person.

On top of that, i realize that a perfect advertisement have to apply a perfect visual and perfect tagline as well. How good i draw, if the advertisement dont have a good tagline, everything is not perfect anymore. so both of us take an important role for this competition. We cant blame anyone, we just can blame that we didnt communicate well so there is misunderstanding between us. But everything is fine now, let bygones be bygones, SO JUST LOOK FORWARD.

wish everything will be better

2008-11-06T06:47:00.001-08:00

quite alot of things happen in these pass few week, got a lot of assignments have to be done. Finally, we done PR assignment already. Is time to focus on Teesside competition, but this competition make me feel tired and pressure. There are alot of arguements between me and my groupmate, somemore kena scold....i dont know why......

I cant say i didnt wrong at all, but im not the only person who did wrong. Both of us did wrong too, maybe i kiasi, but you kiasu. Seriously, i dont like people shout at me, just like im a dog...

Is it wrong that i have more expectation?? i dont know..... i did many thing but no one appreciate, just always shout at me like im their pet...... i design everything out and change this and there but then how.....still the same....who cares....no one cares......

but is already pass, just wait for a better tomorrow........

Memorable Day

2008-10-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, just back from genting with Jun. I went together with Prue, Maple, Yuan and Isaac. although just went there for 2 days 1 night, but is really tiring trip. we reached about 10 something on tuesday morning, after checked in then we go for our first meal then we hang around in the theme park, we played all those roller coaster. the one you cant imagine is, this is the first time Jun play roller coaster, omg, what a timid boy...hohohoho, but luckily he wanna try if not then will be a boring trip for me.

Is really happy that this is the first trip i went with Jun, he finally done what he promise to me. I wait for this day for so long, he have promise million of things to me, but he always break his promise and i have felt disappointed with him sometime. But really finally.........

the weather is cool there until i almost freeze...hohoho. i decided to go genting for my industrial training, if i really get in, i dont know how can i tahan d cold there. But the happiest thing is if i really get in, i have to buy a lot of long sleeve clothe there. i have excuses to buy clothe now...hohoho

the most funny part is there is a room opposite prue room and the aunty didnt close up d curtain and she hung up a reddish panty under the light, we saw everything, is so funny.... we dont know she hang the panty there is to dry up or to get luck for her gambling. and isaac heard something weird that transmitted from other room, CAN YOU GUESS WHAT IS IT????

the second day, we ate our breakfast and checked out. then we went to video games park, we spend quite a lot there and just redeem 3 bottle for 1500 tickets. is so difficult to get, and i sacrifice my hand and leg, i play so hard and get few bruise in my leg and hand, damn pain man....... but is really enjoying for d game, like getting all my childhood back, but my hand is still pain until now.....damn it.........

Jun and I in Rio Float

after my breakfast

busy but lazy.....

2008-10-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, i have a lot of assignments need to be done, but i dont know which to start first. I bring all my works back to ipoh, but im afraid i bring everything back to penang and without writing anything. I used to do that.....

Is quite boring to stay in here alone, when im feel bored and i will feel sleepy at the same time. So DONT ask me do assignment when i'm bored...hohohoho..... is quite sad that all my friends not in ipoh now, everyone is studying in Kl, and dont know why HCC always do special thing that others dont do.....When we are in holiday, they studying, and when we are studying and they are in holiday..... so SHIT....

8th October - bad day

2008-10-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

today is quite a bad day for me!! erm..can say not only me, is over-slept day for many people, the thing you can't believe is in my class, there are 5 person (eric, benedict, emily, banana, joanne) over-slept and didn't come for presentation and i don't know why. One of my best friend, eirc, he didnt come for presentation and almost absent for the writing for PR progress test, i'm calling him non stop from 8 something morning till 11 something, until i really worried about him and try to be brave and phone her mum. it's really nervous while calling her mum because i'm afraid that her mum was sleeping and will "F" me up....but ultimately, the phone still reached to eric, the funniest part is he didnt even realized that he was absented for his presentation and late for her exam until i mentioned. But luckily he still come in the end.

the second one i called was benedict, when he picked up and he didnt even recognized my voice at all and he asked "who are you".....when i mentioned my name and he still sound blur, he still need to take some time to recall who is "GINA" ...Oh my god..is really a sad thing to me....my friend forget my name!!!!!.....................

but this is just the "appetizer" for me today, morning session, once reach noon, my mood turned totally. while im waiting for my next class at 2p.m for my spoken 2, i chat with “someone" in canteen. I have stay in penang for 2 years, and only today i feel that im talking to a person who knows me well...........because most of my friends, they have a happy family, their family will do everything for them. they always wish the holiday comes faster, because they can back their hometown to meet their lovely family but for me who can i meet?? i just meet 4 of the wall in my house......WHO KNOWS???

today, i only knew that "someone" has lost her family since 4 years ago. Her family passed away in 2004 of tsunami, i'm really feel sorry about that. Before today, we chat but less and today we like telling everything to each other. She said she always feel lonely because without family with her. It's just like me, although i have family but i dont ever have the feeling of Home. What is "Home". it is a totally strange word for me. My parents divorced since 12 years ago, and i didnt meet my dad for 12 years and i didnt meet my mum for 5 years. My mum leave us to USA because of work. Every of my friend told me that i have to understand my mum because she earn for us, but the problem is not the money, is even she is in Malaysia and she didnt really care about us, she has her own friends and she hang out with them and just leave us alone at home. Is this called RESPONSIBILITY for a MUM??? In her perception, she thought money is everything, as long as she give us money, she pay for our food, school fees, then she already done her job. WHAT IS THAT??? i dont need that, i need caring please, i need your understanding...... Tony Lim and Alice Ooi, you be my parent for 20 years, do you know me?? do you know what i really want, what i really think? you know nothing and just know how to blame each other for not taking care of us. What for?? blame is just let us judge who is the best between both of you.

Sometime i really dont understand is why my friends parents can treat me better than you all do.... this is what i always dont understand about....I'm really tiring this kind of family, besides of money, i dont even need you all... even i met any difficulty, you all cant even help me. HEY!! im just a 20 years old girl, what you all expect me to do, a perfect girl like what 50 years old woman does? please la, give me some childhood life ok..... i need that.......

this is the last bad thing i had today, i scolded by my lecturer in spoken 2 because we put script on the table when we presenting even though we didnt read it... everyone doing the same thing and i dont know why we just the one group who scolded by her, some more she said us cheat...this is the thing that i cant accepted. we prepare ok, some more prepare for 2 weeks d, but you just using that "CHEAT" to represent us that we are not prepare at all.........OK! fine, its past..... anyway, LET BYGONES BE BYGONES..........

anyway is time to stop because its really a long story for me to tell if i really want to write everything out........ but i really hope everything will going fine soon.....

About Me!!!

2008-10-08T09:25:00.000-07:00

Lim Mei Yin
There are 9 letters in your name.
Those 9 letters total to 55
There are 4 vowels and 5 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:

A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 5

An Inner Dream number of 5 means:
You dream of being totally free and unrestrained by responsibility. You see yourself conversing and mingling with the natives in many nations, living for adventure and life experiences. You imagine what you might accomplished.

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